I was just thinking last night, how good im feeling, im trying to think positive all the time and see the good in everything, but right now im not seeing the point of positive thinking, it kind of just gets your hopes up. I was thinking about how clear my head feels and how i dont even feel the need to go out and get fucked up to have a fun time. But right now all that 'clear head space' can go fuck itself because i can not wait for the weekend and tho whole next week because i know there will be some hard partying up and i can just forget everything. Sometimes im not to sure if being motivated is worth the effort.
Im sick of people knowing me, or thinking they know me and are just assuming things about me, it makes me be the person they think i am and im having trouble breaking the habbit of just going with who they think i am.
Pee.ess i wish i was a trust fund kid.
